I know you won't see this, but I still wanted to write to you. I'm sorry that you had to see me in the way that you did before the end. I wanted to protect you from having to go through that, but if I can be selfish for once, I'm glad that I was able to say goodbye.
I'm sorry for keeping things from you again. I knew that you'd get upset if you knew about what was to happen at the end of the journey, you'd try to stop me. I hope you can forgive me.
The end isn't quite what I expected. I don't know how I'm able to write this, but I'm glad that I'm able to all the same. I've met some wonderful people here that I think you'd like – you were always good at talking to people. They're wonderful friends, and I wish for them dearly to escape. I know you'd want the same, too.
I hope you are thriving and prospering in the regenerated world. I'm sorry I can't be there with you, but know that my spirit is with you, always.
"for lloyd" is scribbled in the margin
I'm sorry for keeping things from you again. I knew that you'd get upset if you knew about what was to happen at the end of the journey, you'd try to stop me. I hope you can forgive me.
The end isn't quite what I expected. I don't know how I'm able to write this, but I'm glad that I'm able to all the same. I've met some wonderful people here that I think you'd like – you were always good at talking to people. They're wonderful friends, and I wish for them dearly to escape. I know you'd want the same, too.
I hope you are thriving and prospering in the regenerated world. I'm sorry I can't be there with you, but know that my spirit is with you, always.